sometimes when you look back, you feel you've traveled so far and sometimes events in the past seem so fresh.. like it just happened yesterday. it is hard to forget almost anything you've lived. good or bad experiences, they make you. you'll always hold them close to your heart. they are a part of you. they'll stay with you forever. if you try to relate to those moments, you might find your dramatically different status quo, hard to believe. Truth is, its not exactly a disconnect. life in flashback is composed of finite memories...events that influenced you, moved you, embittered you, filled you with joy... and so this feeling of leap in life..which is just an illusion. it is when you were living them, you were transforming, neither totally unbeknownst, nor in complete cognizance.
